Friday, June 17, 2011

The Last Message to My dear

Today is the 90th day that I in relationship with a girl name Carrie Fu Han Yuan. Of course i miss the relationship so much. When all my trust had change to fear, i had chose to give up my relationship. Somehow, i always believe fate is exist in this world.

"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact." -William James

That is my problem, too concern of a girl until they feel scare of me. I feel sorry to her. Somehow i wish her all the best. Those commitment that i gave her previously, i will fulfill it someday if she still waiting for me.

I had try my best to be a good boy friend since i wore the ring. That is my responsibility. The moment when i take off my ring from my hand, my tear drop and my fear gone. The relationship that i appreciated had been ended by my own mouth. I hope she will understand what i am thinking right now.

"Perhaps our eye need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see life with a clearer view again" -Alex Tan

I will not throw away or delete all the ring, ring tone, pictures and everything i had prepare for her. I will keep it as a sweet memory. IF she want me to delete then i will delete from website.

Thank you Carrie Fu Han Yuan. I appreciate all the way with you all the time. Thank you for bring me a lot of happiness and feeling. I am proud that having a China Girl Friend as my 1st girl friends. I am proud of you as well. All the best in Future and keep in touch

4 comments:

  1. This comment has been removed by the author.

    ReplyDelete
  2. we blessed u and wished u,
    when u get into a new relationship.

    we will be there for u,
    when u get away from a relationship as well.

    aps our eye need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see life with a clearer view again"

    it is true.
    long distance relationship,
    i guess u had been doubtful about the future too.

    anyway, we are here wif u, always.

    ReplyDelete
  3. be tough, be brave, n there will still be the next~ =)

    ReplyDelete