The End

I had tried myself to correct my regret.

The 2nd Chance had fail to approach.

Somehow, it too late.

So what can i do is keep those feeling into the deepest of my heart.

Thanks for the precious moment that you gave to me.

I remember.

I appreciate.

!

I miss it

Today

Only I realised that

I missed the chance given

I should attend the last Monday Night appointment 

The word of "should" might be the best medicine for me to cure myself. 

However, the chance will never come back to me.

The word of "Next Tuesday" ~

I will remember it in my deepest heart

As I missed,

Really wondering when can we meet again.

Just can leave you a message 

"Take Care, My Friend. See You..."

Chance in Life

No one will know how many times you fail until the day you leaving this earth

Thomas Alva Edison had failed 1001 times only successful invent light bulb.

He might the legend who is so lucky win with smile

Did anyone experience his failure before?

Did anyone think of the his feeling before?

Where is the valley in the deepest heart?

No one will concern.  

Thomas Alva Edison is difficult to apply in nowadays life.

A person can fail how many times in a life. 

No one will know. When we know is time until death.

Automatically, there are people who will publish how many time you fail.

A business man, only invest when there is chance.

He fail in the first time investment. He got nothing. 

Second time, he fail again in the same business and he lose everything.

Will a businessman try the same road which had make you to lose 2 times?

When chance come, 

He had tried his best to hold it tight. 

As he believe in his vision,

He lose with no regret. 

He lose with Smile.

He lose with Pride.

Experiment prove that he has poor vision in selecting business to invest.

园丁与花儿

在很久以前

不知从几时开始

有位园丁

就在一片空地上

散播了各式各类的种植

定时浇水与施肥

等了好久好久
已抱着没开花结果希望

一年，两年，三年

种子突然发芽

而且还长出美丽的花朵

这时

园丁开始烦难了

共用一块土地的花朵

却容纳不了这么多花

园丁却又不忍心看到

用心良苦爱种出来的花儿

因缺乏肥料而枯萎

因缺乏保护而不见

弱肉强食

为了生存而争牺牲彼此

园丁因该怎么办？
是否有什么两全其美的方法
可以保护到花儿的生存
同时也保护到园丁与花儿的感情
最重要是保护到园丁的钱包

Chernobyl Diaries (2D)

Today i went to Vivo City to watch Chernobyl Diaries (2D) this horror movie

I dont know it is a horror movie until it become so horror.

i just like the feel when i watch I am the Legend

YenLi who suggested me to watch Ice Age 4,

Somehow i dowan so i ask her to watch painted skin II with me

However, out of seat. 

Therefore, we choose to watch this.

The movie is keep on shaking al lthe time.

withing 15 minutes, i already start wanted to faint

Meanwhile the movie do not have any subtitle.

So i cant understand what they talking when using Russia language><

It is a  horror movie and  i am keep screaming in the cinema. 

Even though the act is very sia sui ><

But i dah biasa with it. Hahaha

I am shaking all the while after the movie.

When i am holding the soup and drink,

my hand is shaking all the while

therefore i jsut cancel my plan which is going to vivo for night shooting.

as i know all the photo will become so creative and colourful

I am wondering why those human dint become the hulk

Else Russia will have a lot of incredible army

Meanwhile I am wondering what will happen to Japan

Is Japan will same with Russia?

What will happen to those Juon when got excessive gamma ray ?

Haha someday someone will answer me

Anyway it is a nice movie

Recommend: Next time better do some research before watch it

感觉

我好喜欢“感觉”

啤酒再苦，我也喝下，喝的是感觉

相机再差，我也拍下，拍的是感觉-

照片模糊，我也收藏，收的是感觉

回忆的感觉，

我好喜欢

活着的人

才有资格享受“感觉”

Outing in Vivo

This is the place where i had my lunch and dinner

A place in a mall which look like a town

the internal design giving me a feeling just alike chinese new year feel

 This is the place where i wish i can make a visit in next month.

As now i am still not rich enough. 

So need to wait until i got some extra money only can go.

I been a long time i dint drink Jawa Chip already

This is my 1st time having Starbuck in Singapore

with Yenli, Jian Xiang and his gf

These are my new collection of Starbuck cards
Just collect as a hobby.

My Daily Working Life

As I had finished all my novel

Nothing to do else

So just bring my camera along with me

to my office

Everyday i have to walk around 10 minutes to the respective bus stop 

to wait for my company bus to fetch me to my office

The photo below shows the environment which 

I will pass through for every working day 

Dont Cross the road if you see this sign.

As you will receive a saman if you cross it.

But u can cross once pass this signboard.

The bus stop where i wait my company bus.

Usually i will wait for 10 - 15 minutes in the bus stop.

The sunlight will shoot on my face every morning except rainy day.

Somehow, I had never experience rainy day before.

Hope everyday will be a sunny day before i reach my office. 

As i just realised i don't have an umbrella.

So it might be a problem for me if it is a rainy day.

This is my company bus !

This is the look of my office- Block A.

This is my company logo and name.

For anyone who is interested to work as in Construction Line, 

Can find me. I will try my best to help you if there is any vacancy in my Company.

As my table is very messy for that day, so i didn't took any photo in my place.

Stay Tune, i will update my place where do my work someday.

Simple Meals

That day i did post i want to eat magee in facebook.

End up i am eating magee whole day unexpectedly.

Afternoon as the sky change grey in a sudden,

So i cancel my plan which is go to food court to take my lunch

Therefore i start searching food in my office

Somehow i found magee mee which i had wonder for 1 days in one of my senior table

Hence i  cook 2 packs for myself.

It is simple lunch but delicious.

When u have the need, you will feel the topmost satisfaction

no matter what it is

"Mee Magee sedap dan cepat dimasak"~

As OT until 9.30p.m., most of the stalls in food court had close shop

So the only way is ask my uncle to help me pack back

as i said apa pun boleh

At Night, he also pack magee goreng for me. 

Unfortunately no photos to upload.

The God will always look after us.

Haha A Magee Day

I am Loving it  ~

My 22th Birthday

My 22th Birthday ^^

Every year birthday, I experienced a different feeling

First of all i would like to thanks to my family member for this 22 years!

For my friends in Malaysia, Dont Worry......

Even though i am not in Malaysia,

But, I can read your wish through Facebook.

Somehow, there are a lot of wishes,

So i would like to use this chance to show my appreciation in once

Thanks for all of your wishes.

My Friends...

In the same time, Thanks to Facebook and Blogspot as well
The advance of technology had shorten the distance of communication.

My 1st time celebrate my birthday in Singapore.

I had deeply experience a simple and relax feeling

which i seek for so many years 

My 1st celebration is in my Office

I would like to special thanks to my member of sales department

Rain , AA, Hnin, Phyo, Sim Pei and Lishi 

My 2nd celebration is in a Korean Restaurant

with LiShi, SimPei, & HuiShan

unfortunately no photo to upload right now

Therefore just can skip this part

Then we visit a shop entitled Carpenter and Cook

We having high tea there after our dinner

Then my 3rd celebration is in my hostel 

with Zhi Yang and Xiao Ping

Sometimes, simple celebration can let you enjoy more instead of complicated celebration

Complicated doesn't mean perfect

July-七月

July ~
the name which given by Julius Caesar

August ~
the name which given by Augustus Caesar


Therefore, October which should be the 8th month  in a year
 had been moved to the 10th month in a year

The are great as extend the a year into 12 months instead of 10 months

Without them 

we might have more birthday celebration ^^

and everyone average life span is higher

As they gave order

and it had became the culture

where everyone follow

until today!!!

Fortunately, they dint say we have 48 hours, 

else most of the human will die due to lack of sleep

Six months had passed

Within this 6 months

I had experienced a lot via physically and mentally

I had passed through

the site working life in my industry training

the last semester in my university

the farewell with my university friends

and now I am working in Singapore

Since July this is the extra month which given by those Hero

Appreciate it and don't waste it.

Today is also Eurocup final
Italy VS Spain
Once upon a time, I lose RM100 Because of Spain
Now is the time gonna get back from Spain
Good Luck Spain
All the best !!!

My Nest

Hi, This is my Nest

 where i Stay in Singapore

Boon Lay, Jurong West Street 64

This is my room where the door got a steel bar which for lifting up

This where I sleep with my Lovely Blanket

Bearing set which for me to build up muscles

My Special 180 Degree Rotating Double Rotate Fans which cost me $99.

My Computer Desk

Where I store My Clothes

The View From my Room at Night

为什么抽烟

刚看完一本书藤井树写的夏日之诗

书里写了一段让我很敬佩的对白

“

因为上帝在制造人的时候，

刚好点起了一枝烟，

这个人的灵魂问过了烟味，

使得他在人间时会寻找或是嗜求这个味道 。

”

哈哈
不是人要抽烟
而是灵魂要寻找回上帝的味道

不是每个人都会抽烟

因为不是每个灵魂都有机会嗅到

Short Free Time

In Singapore, there are a lot of short free time

Even the bus and mrt is efficient,

Somehow it still took us some times to wait

Instead of wasting the time,

majority of the people like to play with their smartphone application

This is a common scenery which can easily found everywhere

As the offer by the telco are so cheap and affordable

Somehow i got no smartphone to hold,

Therefore, i hold my book during the short free time

Once year ago, when i start to blog,

I dont like to read

Reading is not my hobbies

Until went for my industry training in Penang 

Someone brought me to the Popular Book Fair

That time onward, I start to bring up my new hobbies.

As i can find a lot of quote and theory in the books

In Singapore, I read novel while having free time 

while waiting bus arrived, 

while waiting mrt arrived,

inside bus, inside mrt,

How much time will i wasted if i do nothing with the short free time

While walking to bus stop = 10minutes

While waiting bus to work = 15 minutes

While inside the bus to work = 30 minutes

While back from work = 30 minutes

While waiting mrt in Jurong East = 5 minutes

While going back from Jurong East to Boon Lay = 15 minutes

While going to wait bus back to hostel= 10 minutes

1 days i almost need to waste 2 hours in my transportation

I usually spent 1 week to finish a 200 pages novel

1 day can finish around 30-40 pages

My life is routine the same things almost everyday

Therefore not to waste the short free time,

Find something out to do,

even though it is short, 

but it can be meaningful if you can do something.

It is Difficult to Persuade Myself

Today i got some excitement to change a new phone

as the package that SingTel offering is so affortable

One of the package is cost $59.90 

200minutes Outgoing Call

650 SMS/MMS

12GB Data

You may select a phone with the price of stated below

Iphone 4 8GB = $70

Galaxy Note  = $268

XPeria S = $168

The package stated above are so attractive

If I calculate for 2 years

My total expenses i for the phone bill will be

2 years = $1437.60

+ 7% GST = $100.63

= $ 1538.23

If use for 2 years for any of the smartphone

I phone per day count = $2.20

Galaxy per day count = $2.47

Xperia S per day count = $2.34

In order to persuade myself not to sign for the plan

I had did some research on Prepaid 128 Plan which cost $ 28

and value for

Valid 50 days

$100 Local call time

$28 IDD call time

If use for 2 years = $408.80

Within 2 years, i Cant online while hanging out

Make Lesser Call

and phone will remain the same

It is so difficult to persuade myself.

until i found a reason which is

after 2 years, I can save up to $1130

that the reason to stop my mind to think of smartphone

Goodbye to my smartphone dream

Bye bye...

&

Say Hello to my Sing Dollar

$.$

U

末日的夕阳

21/12/2012

真的会世界末日吗？

我不信

但那天我会请假

到海上去看

从地平线升起的日出

从地平线降落的夕阳

万一世界末日了

我也完成我其中的一个梦

我爱看日出和夕阳

从黑暗中散发出一丝丝的光线

一丝丝的光线从天空中消失去

太阳都把天空染得五颜六色

生活更精彩，更有感觉，

日出时

我喜欢看云朵从黑变深蓝再变浅蓝

看到那云朵层次的变化

整个人都精神了起来

夕阳时

我喜欢看黄，橙，紫色的云朵

每次都带给我不一样的感觉

好怀念，好不舍，好像哭

统统都出现过

星星太过怕太阳了

每次都非等到他休息才敢跑出来

看一颗星是很闷得

将他们都连起来

看到星座时

我特别开心

太阳和星星

都是我孤单时的最佳伴侣

A Shoes

This is a quote which I wrote once upon a time when 

someone analog me as A pair of Shoes 

who can bring her to see the world.

Somehow I had enhanced her meaning 
and start the blog with the word of shoes

"

Seeking a Perfect Shoes which fit with your feet, 

somehow it will spoil/ wear someday. 

When it is no longer useful,

Yes, you may change a new pair.

Somehow, you will never get back the feeling.

Feet been forgotten,

Shoes been forgotten,

Signifying Nothing

Feet will adopt the new shoes

Wear a Shoes is to continue your life

Do not stop because of a shoes and wasted your remaining life.

It is good if you can get another shoes accompany you to see the world.

You can walk around the world without a pair of shoes, 

You can walk around the world with a pair of new shoes, 

You cant stop walk around because of a pair of exhausted shoes.

"

Started on       - 18/05/2011

Completed on  - 25/06/2012

“不舍”与“不要”

这是我欠一个人的答案

什么是"不舍"

什么是"不要"

其实这两种感觉真的不很一样

分开前几天，

心情都处于“不舍”的状态，

还有选择的余地。

因为知道还有几天可以在一起，

只是即将要分离，

分开前几秒，心情是处于“不要”的状态

不想分开的欲望会吞没你的心情

因为没得选择的余地和事实的残酷，

我们只好接受“不要”

而分开

幸福的眼泪也因此而掉落

"Don't Want" & "Don't Know"

Today I am having dinner in Boon Lay Food Court

I ate with a stranger who from Myammar

 He is a stranger in my life until i sit down

We have a long chat

He asked me did you cook for yourself in Singapore?

" I don't know how to cook, not i don't want cook".

That my answer. 

He asked what do you means?

Then i answer, 

"Don't Want" and "Don't Know"

From my Own Opinion,

A person says "don't know" when is not qualify due to having too narrow knowledge and skill.

A person says "don't want" when he is qualified but do not have the will/desired to do 

Always make yourself qualified for whatever you want to do.

When you are qualify to do something, then you have the right to choose.

If you don't have the qualification then better work hard until you are qualified to say don't want.

"Don't Know" is a very irresponsible answer.

Somehow cooking is not my cup of tea.

As I would spare more time for my others activities.

Hence, I had give up to learn how to cook 

So, I planned to find a wife who know how to cook for me next time.

In order to prevent my wife don't know how to cook,

I will find a female chief as my wife.

Hahaha

不知不觉

眨眼间，我的大学生涯已完毕了。

这是我一年后，的第一个部落各。

现在人在新加坡，一切都过得好顺利。

我的新同事都很可爱又好讲话。

天天都可以翻天腹地的讲个不停。

今天还回大马唱K和吃榴莲。

明天就是我开工的第十天了，也是我公司发钱的一天。

好期待和兴奋，我毕业后的第一份薪水。

我还是要常常提醒自己不可乱花。

初次报道就该省省用。

出外就得靠朋友。

幸亏都有贵人在新加坡。

大学学长，同班同学

大学毕业后，都很少见面，

因为我这行，常常都要加班，

全部放工的时间和工作地点又不一样，

所以很难聚餐，

但偶尔也会出来吃吃饭与闲聊。

亲戚，

幸亏夺得他们的帮忙。

因为他们所以我的Initial Cost 降低了很多。

新加坡一间单人房至少都要500新币。

(Currency Convertion $1 = RM2.53)

因为正巧他家有空房，我就省下了房租钱。

但还是会不好意识，

所以决定拿了工钱一定要做些什么的，

在加上他们的多多关照，所以适应得很快。

我的回忆不是梦

书本，作业，报告，考验，考试

的过程，我都享受过了

因为常常回忆，

所以永远都被收藏在脑海的最深处

时间真的过得好快

一年的时间

不知不觉我又回到了部落各留言

不知不觉我也来到了新加坡工作

人生充满太多的不知
所以好好珍惜现在拥有的一切吧